Nurture This
It’s sad to admit, but bearing and raising five kids has dampened my need to nurture living things other than the five kids, my husband Matt and our golden retriever Ruffie. I see this in contrast to our daughter Jenna who nurtures slugs, baby birds and used to coddle fallen green leaves and uneaten lunch components.
I once cared as she cares. I offered nightly prayers in third grade that God would protect all 18 newborn black mollies in my ten-gallon aquarium, and then cried over each three-millimeter ebony fry that got sucked down into the under-gravel filter, ultimately blaming God and prompting an early faith crisis.
I even defied my fisherman father by casually leaning over the aluminum boat’s edge and unclamping the hooks holding his day’s catch on the submerged stringer. I smiled in true World Wildlife Federation member defiance as each trout wriggled off the death-chain and swam away, my smile ruefully incriminating. Despite punishment, I later hoisted the five-gallon minnows bait bucket to the lake’s shore and dumped it, too.
Fish were just the beginning. I kept a Petco employee’s list of creatures and loved them all like offspring, so my eventual resistance to allow our younest kids–twin boys–to keep pets alarmed me. Were older kids’ pet mishaps to blame?
- Ball python Jaws escaped to defend a fugitive’s barricade in the baby’s room. An other-worldly, under-dresser hiss incited a high-stepping parental panic, but the real wonder was how an otherwise slow and docile Python transformed into a mythical, snake-on-a-plane predator, fierce in defense of his new lair as he coiled and struck.
- Hamster 007’s unintended liberty lasted four weeks and produced a starving Tasmanian devil that would dart out from closet shadows and bite the exposed skin of kids on the floor playing Nintendo–ironically 007 Nightfire. Post capture, 007 never neared my hand without bloodlust, like Monty Python’s white rabbit of Holy Grail fame.
- Bearded dragon Hannibal waged a hunger strike that required daily force-feeding for a week. Like prying open a squirming edamame pod that bites, force-feeding a dragon seemed outside my idea of reasonable mom responsibilities–as was racing to clean out full-grown Hannibal’s asphyxiatiting defecation. Who knew a diet of meal worms and crickets could produce such a deadly smell?
- Corn snake Darth Maul traumatized all of us by writhing his face and length all over each blind, baby rat’s body in an extended–almost perverted–orgy of massage before rearing up like a cobra and striking. Feeding time felt like rodent erotica-horror with far too much lead time before victim demise.
- Shelter pet adventures included a testosterone-saturated, cryptorchid wolf mix named Backjack whose anxiety disorder and Shere Khan-like aggression endangered neighbor kids; a hound named Yogi Bear whose separation fear prompted prolonged and ear-splitting Banshee yelps if I left the room, and a lovable boxer mix that promptly ran away.
- I also answered an add for kittens “well-handled by children.” At home I realized I had adopted a feral, flea-infested wild cat, when kitty’s adamantium claws shredded my arms and she dropped to the floor, arched and spit a hissing charge toward kids, a tabby demon.
With the birth of our twins, round-the-clock feeding schedules, biohazard diaper messes and surround-sound screaming officially precluded the introduction to our home of any additional life forms beyond neighbor kids and the occasional relative, until the twins turned twelve. Matt and I then lifted the pet moratorium, assuming that although it’s nearly impossible for kids to reliably dip into a 50-pound bag of Pedigree twice a day for Ruffie, somehow two green anoles (miniature velociraptors) could survive in the twins’ room.
Thankfully, our anoles Zika and Ebola have achieved a tameness so reliable that they lounge on hand, arm or face without escape attempts, and haven’t created a single smell in a year. It’s also nice to see people other than Jenna nurturing living things, as we’ve welcomed a Japanese Fighting Fish named Isis to our family, and kept Socrates the hermit crab for two weeks until the boys realized why the crab is called a hermit, not a celebrity. The boys believe Zika and Ebola love them, and while I’m pretty sure lizards just love the 98-degree warmth radiating from human skin like a basking stone, I’ll let the boys believe in reptile devotion.
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The Power of Boo
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Angry? Frustrated? Don’t camp with the Occupy Wall Street crowd when you can express your displeasure immediately with a one-word commentary–Boo. Succinct, Boo conveys dissatisfaction, irritation, even moral dissidence with a colloquial tang difficult to heckle, because it is, itself, a form of heckling. There is great power in a well-spoken Boo.
For instance, when steering your WalMart cart toward check-out, a fellow shopper snakes his cart in front of yours. You:
A) Avoid eye contact and slump into line behind him.
B) Ram him with your cart.
C) Declare, “Booo” with furrowed brows and a slight and slow shake of the head.
Despite your subsequent action, the errant shopper inevitably perceives your scrutiny with poignant discomfort, especially if adjacent shoppers have heard you. People tend not to dispute Boo. Boo expresses displeasure with no further explanation required. It is more effective than the over-used Ouch, the nebulous Brutal, and the socially-alienating curse word. Boo also does not engender violent rebuttal like a curse word or ram of a shopping cart might, thus avoiding physical altercations which commonly arise during the festive holiday shopping season.
Additional applications of Boo include:
When you catch your teenage son drinking from the milk carton: Boo loudly enough to startle him, then hand him a mop-up towel.
When your significant other walks out mid-argument: Boo while propelling a decorative throw-pillow at the door.
When opening a sub-par holiday white elephant gift: Boo with a half-smile as you set it at your feet (effective only if said party is not work-related with a chance that said gift is from your employer).
When children bicker: Boo with a frowning head-shake while escorting them to time-out.
When the dog is caught lying on the couch: Boo in a guttural growl with bared teeth and frantic arm-flailing as you rush toward the dog.
When your dentist informs you that the filling replacement he performed on your molar has just become a root-canal-crown procedure: Boo subtly, so as not to offend, but to convey concern regarding the ensuing $1,200 financial hardship; then ask about a payment plan.
When you come upon a group of middle school boys surrounding one single boy wearing a terrified expression: approach the group on foot, invading the leader’s personal space, and Boo several times, loudly, leaning forward with crossed arms, staying within the child’s personal space as he backs away. Booing may subside upon the group’s dispersal.
Perfecting the use of Boo affords you the ability to express your dismay without social or legal liability. Caution must be taken, however, when using Boo in regard to the I.R.S., law enforcement officials, mechanics, food service workers, and members of the Tea Party.
Don’t Go Here
Fair and Balanced
Sometimes I think my personal life could generate high-volume failblog.org traffic, if my mishaps were captured digitally. The best advice originates from the loser–er, the individual who experiences (or witnesses) failure first-hand, so please accept my offering below:
1) If your bank provides an online bill pay service, tread your keys carefully when posting payments, so as to avoid sending your $2,075.00 mortgage payment to a credit card company for which you intended a minimum payment. Credit card agencies hesitate to refund two-thousand-dollar payments, and tend to submit your refund request through a labyrinth of finance committees and approval forums, so expect a three-to-four-week checking account balance deficit.
2) When other credit agencies phone your house inquiring about your subsequent missed payments, brace yourself for their silent pause after your explanation. They are thinking, as is everyone else to whom you explain this fail, “Idiot,” as they stifle a smug laugh under breath. Hold off on such explanations to employers supervising upcoming promotions, in-laws, and especially teenagers to whom you owe allowance. Feel free to capitalize on this fail, however, when approached by church donation receivers, door-to-door Comcast Cable upgrade representatives, and the Sierra Club.
3) Never sip a Starbucks Peppermint Hot Chocolate Grande post-major dental work before the local anesthesia has worn off. It may taste cool enough in your car, but your tongue’s numbness the following day will testify to you that it was, indeed, too hot.
4) ALWAYS ASSUME A CHILD IS THE WOMAN’S CHILD, NOT HER GRANDCHILD.
5) When you run out of whipping cream while preparing a dessert for the following day’s work party, do not seek whipping cream at your local, run-down gas station mini-mart late at night if you are a remotely good-looking woman–unless accompanied by an intimidating man or an intimidating woman.
6) Remember, always, that a few years ago the family dog went to the farm, where he could chase butterflies in the open fields all day. Remove “animal shelter” from your vocabulary.
7) If you drop an unopened diet soda in a parking lot, and it springs a spraying leak as it quickly rolls downhill, do not bend forward and chase after it with open arms. You won’t catch it, but you will sustain soda spray to the face and public humiliation predicated by the laughter of stoners in the adjacent Dodge Neon.
Here’s to a healthy sense of self-deprecating humor!
Opportunistic Correspondence
Worth a pack of Red Vines and some Smarties
Our oldest son Jackson has attended USC now for two months, and although our empty-nest days won’t arrive for another decade, our nest still feel a little bit empty. We just don’t hear from him enough.
Seasoned parents advise me to savor Jackson’s reticence, because (they say) boys call home for three reasons:
1) They need money
2) They are in trouble (myriad kinds and degrees of which friends say I do NOT want to know)
3) They are failing to adjust
Friends say these three purposes for contact leave moms strung up and tortured, paralyzed for weeks with anxiety. Meanwhile, Johnny runs off to the football game, meets a cute girl, and forgets he ever called to unload his problems.
Jackson calls once a week or so, Skypes with us a few times a month, and seems to exude an I-am-so-glad-I-went-away-to-college vivacity, about which we are thrilled–er, I mean, pleased, if the converse would be an I-am-a-screw-up-idiot-pot-head-college-failure update, or a my-new-nickname-is-insufficient-funds notice.
I would, however, appreciate just a little harmless deception. How about a hint of homesickness, Jackson? Not like you’re distraught, a moping loner or cipher haunting the food court, or even like you realize how much we’ve done for you, and suddenly appreciate all of my hard work surviving your 34-hour labor, the nightly three-hour colic fits (for seven months straight), the countless diaper explosions, acid reflux, potty-training mishaps, public tantrums, inclement weather sports practices, poster projects (last-minute panic, remember?), vats full of prepared food you and your friends inhaled, the snakes, the turtles, tarantulas, Hannibal the bearded dragon, pro-abortion dinner debates, the totaled car, the FAFSA, and you leaving. I don’t expect you to appreciate the sacrifice in all of that.*
But how about faking a tiny bit of Geez-Mom-and-Dad-you-guys-are-hard-to-live-away-from? Or, could you feign a little Dad-I-sure-miss-scraping-and-loading-the-dinner-dishes-with-you-because-you-always-told-the-greatest-jokes?
See, the astute college student recognizes the connection between charity-deception in parental correspondence, and care packages. Candy-loaded, money-laced, holiday-themed, middle-of-the-week and for-no-good-reason mailed care packages. Because, just as we loved you through all your mishaps and adventures, we love you now, and we want to show it. Just throw us a miss-you-Mom-and-Dad bone, huh?
So, Jackson, I’ll pretend you didn’t read this, and I’ll start on a new Flat-Rate Priority Mail box, awaiting your next email, phone call, or extended text.
*Mom, I appreciate your sacrifice in all of that with me. I love you.
Charge Toward the Unknown
I spent the day submerged in URL language (like reading Greek), so a fuzzy first post welcomes you to this site. I am finally master of my own domain! (Elaine would be proud.*) I’m blog-foggy, but ready to post excerpts of my work and updates about publishing success. I’ll save the David Copperfield kind of crap for later!
*Seinfeld allusion, Mom.
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